Thursday, August 6, 2009

Still Blah

Hi. I hope everyone is doing awesome.

The pic to the left is my friend Lucrecia who cut my hair and me.
I thought it would be interesting to include a pic with every post.

I woke up this morning feeling alright. I walked Rusty, did some laundry, straightened the kitchen and checked my email. By this time I was tired. I laid back down and slept until after lunchtime then back up, ate lunch and just hanging around house.

The good news is that the nausua has been better today. My sister -in law brought me a fist sandwich and fries for lunch which I was able to eat. I think my wbc levels are slowly rising. I am just to the point that I don't feel bad enough to sleep all day but don't feel good enough to do anything. I feel very exhausted and achy all over. So I am just kind of in Blah! land if you know what i mean. I don't have enough stamina to do much but not exhausted enough to sleep.

I am wondering if I will get my second round of chemo in the morning if my levels are still below normal. I guess I'll see at 8:30 in the morning. The good news is I think Roger will be able to take me to treatment. So, I guess I'm just hangin in. If you have any scripture for me , please share it.



Valerie said...

This poem has really helped me when I was going through some dark times.

This Too Shall Pass

If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be-

If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me-

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too-

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains

That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear-
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.

Teresa said...

Hey Girly!!

I found this scripture whenever Tim was going thru some health scares last spring.

I was so upset last year and worried about Tim(even though we are NOT to worry). I had went over to my desk in my house and this tiny piece of paper was on the floor, smaller than a nickel. I unfolded it, this verse was typed on it! It had evidently been in Dylan's awana bag. I just sat down and cried!! I felt God speaking so much to me that afternoon. Sometimes God sends us just what we need, just when we need it!!!! Hope it blesses you like it did me! We love you!!!